hikarikirameku: (KAT-TUN)
I heard the news. My friend broke it to me this morning before work. I've had all day to deal with it and am still no less pissed.

Taguchi leaving KAT-TUN and JE.

I get it, it's his life and he deserves to be happy...

But holy fuck, I don't get how idols just toss their fans under the bus the way they do. They are LITERALLY still there after all the other bullshit they've had to deal with because of us supporting them.

I've been in this fandom for 5 years...5 fucking years. Started late 2010, and was actually introduced early 2010, so it's almost closer to 6.

I came in during the aftermath of the thing with Akanishi. They were just getting their shit together as 5. Then 2013 rolled around and we lost Koki...and now this.

If this is going to start being a trend with idol groups, I may as well just give up now. What's next, NEWS? They've already lost over half of their group. I just got into Hey Say Jump, but they're younger...so how long til this happens with them? They've lost one already.

I'm going to be watching the other 3, and waiting, and hoping...but Taguchi was my bias...THE bias, in ALL of JE. This...this just fucking hurts.

I hope he's happy, and I hope it was worth it for him, but seeing the other members hurt again, after all they've already been through. Taguchi can move on and I wish him well, but I won't support him from here on out. I'm tired of this. I'm tired of seeing Kamenashi shaking and singing with a cracking voice because he was forced AGAIN to deal with the aftermath of someone destroying part of what he's worked so hard to build. Kame was my original bias in KAT-TUN anyways, and I have a ton of respect for him, so if KAT-TUN pulls through, he'll probably reclaim that spot. But I know the members say to, but I can't be happy, not for this, I can't...I'm sad, and pissed.


And once again, I am so, SO happy I have at least one non-Japanese boyband to fall back on, because as much as I get laughed at for still being a Backstreet Boys fan, at least they have their shit together.
hikarikirameku: (Al - Woe!)
Still sick. Still missing this week's meetings. Still sucks.

Mostly hopping on to do some quick rearranging of the MP3 player, download a few new songs while I'm feeling up to it, then I'm gonna go chill some more.
Oh yeah, Happy St. Patrick's Day.


Mar. 14th, 2010 09:32 pm
hikarikirameku: (Al - Woe!)
So, I'm sick. That sucks. I'm not that surprised though, two of my brothers were sick too so I probably caught it from them. Well, it couldn't have had better timing, I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow to talk about the Paxil, so I guess he can check me out while he's at it...least it won't feel like a waste of a trip >.>; Good chance I won't be at Nashi meetings this week...don't want anyone else to catch it. Hopefully I'll be mostly un-sick by Friday, because Nii-san should be here then, and I doubt he'll wanna hang around me if I'm still hacking up a lung.

Tonight I tried showing my mom how to download stuff. She's not exactly computer saavy, and she got herself slightly drunk tonight, so it was like trying to teach a little kid x.x Hopefully she'll at least remember a bit of what I showed her. She always bugs me about her MP3 player though, so it's high time she learns to do that stuff herself. I'll probably end up showing her again, til she gets it down.

I'd like to watch more Double episodes tonight, but I ache (even after Tylenol) and it hurts to sit in the chair. Maybe I'll just go take a warm bubble bath with the spa jets on...that sounds really good right about now...

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